Tuesday, April 8, 2008

heartbeat

we heard the baby's heartbeat today. it was so weird.... with arabella it was the most exciting thing in the world, this time it was.... i dont even know, i was relieved because as far as being done with having kids and not wanting anything bad to happen i was glad. as far as having to really be in touch with the fact that this is a baby, a real baby thats inside me and it is alive and well and coming.... it was hard. it was the first moment i really believed i was pregnant....

3 comments:

Flo Oakes said...

I love you and I can't wait to know who this next little person is going to be.
I also understand what it feels like the 2nd time around...so different..and weird!

The Avilas said...

So good to hear your honesty. We have been thinking about you guys.

Jenn Avila

Gombojav Tribe said...

I didn't know you were pregnant! I've been out of the country, just clicked on your blog tonight and see that you've written A LOT lately.

I know what you are feeling. When I got pregnant with number 2, number 1 was only 3 months old. I was scared and had a little trouble accepting the whole idea.

But, God was so good. Israel has been a huge gift to me and is maybe the child most like me. We really connect, so that's just God's grace.

Blessings on your pregnancy.