modesto

i’m contemplating driving to modesto, where seth is right now even though we dont have extra money for that... i’m having the hardest time with arabella, still. she was sooooo happy at her grandmas house yesterday, laughing playing... as soon as we started to pull out of the driveway she started screaming and crying.... she cried all the way home and was fussy the whole time we were at home, and had her usual outbursts of anger, which i’m sure she didn’t have at grandmas house. how am i going to handle two weeks? alone. with her?

props to single mothers. you are the most amazing people in the world.