i am in so much pain i literally dont know what to do.
i feel so lame because i think its silly that i'm in so much pain just from being pregnant. i feel like it seems like i'm being so dramatic or something...
but seriously my hip hurts so bad that i'm limping/waddling. it looks real weird.
seth was just laughing at me while i walked back to our bed from going to the bathroom for the 50th time.
i've tried going to the chiropractor and it felt better for like a second... i had seth massage my hip/BOOTY and it worked ... for like a second also. i can't pick arabella up because it sends sharp pains through my back and hip.
and i can barely do stuff around the house cause just walking hurts so bad.
i feel helpless and there's nothing more i hate than feeling like i can't do everything myself.
i'm not a fan of relinquishing control.
and i had contractions again last night... then nothing.
i hate this part, im getting the feeling of 'i seriously cant do this anymore.... but there is absolutely nothing i can do about it.' so i guess somehow i can do it, because i have to.