'almots'

as ara would say.

almost.. we are almost there.

our house is almost completely boxed up. our night will be filled with finishing up packing and choosing the clothes and things we will need for our last night up here. i think we're going to stay at seth's parents house on thursday night, which will be nice because our beds will be packed, but also really sad... because that means that tonight is the last night in our home. the home we created together, the home my babies were born in. i've been listening to a song i wrote for seth when we first got married and it reminds me of a time i have so much forgotten... our small window of time we were married without little ones. it was only 15 months. but i loved love loved that time. it was soooo hard for us, i feel like we were on fast forward and somehow dealt with every huge problem our marriage could have had or will have in that 15 months... but even with that, it was a good time. and it was in this house. its crazy to think that another family is going to be in this home, they dont know our memories they dont know all the triumphs and tribulations that have taken place within these walls. they dont know the life that came to be in this place. ... and off we go to a new place with no memories, a fresh new start.. i am excited for that.

i'm going to miss this place soooo much. i'm unbelievably glad we will only be in LA, i probably would have died if we had actually gone to bend. now if my thai craving over takes me at least its only a drive away ;)

(dont suggest thai places in LA, because i'm not having an affair on thai classic. i just couldn't)